aaaaaaaaaaBack again and believe me who ever had come up with this unique idea of blogging I would like to express my deepest gratitude as this is definitely the best thing ever to do.Blogging is being an experience for me day and day. Workplace today was tough as is been like that for quite a few days. Things have changed as life is never the same for any one. Gone are those days where I used to get back home carefree of anything what so ever comes my way. Gone are those wonderful dreams which I used to have when I used to travel though physically alone in that transport bus with a feeling that I had everything I ever wanted in my life. Today all of a sudden my dreams have vanished as I am forced to get down from the virtual world to the world of reality, to the world of responsibility, but with a big question in front of me “Am I Alone?” This was exactly the question I had in front of me as a kid that night when I was forced to sleep alone,” Am I Alone?” As I slowly slid into a nice sleep I was awake in my unconscious mind waiting to face those daemons single handed. You must be wondering what are these daemons anyway and how did they look like. Well it differs from person to person and I would be eager to tell about the daemons of my dreams, but before I tell you please after you come to know about them don’t come to me and pass a big laugh. They were the typical Mumbai eunuch(Chakkas)as is the local word.Hehehehe well I have to admit that they were a night mare for me let it be in my dreams or otherwise I used to be scared like anything about them for the simple reason about so many stories associated with them which I used to gather from the place I used to play.Infact I used to come home with all these weird stories stuffed in my head and they would come to life only when I go to sleep. The place got darker as time passed and as I was walking down the unforeseen paths suddenly I noticed I had to take a diversion. At first I was not sure if that was the right path but then I kept my fingers crossed and went ahead. The place was getting darker and colder as it was quite breezy. I kept walking with and every step I took my heart started beating which echoed thru those lonely streets. Suddenly I could hear a strange voice at a distance. I halted a moment and thought that the diversion I had taken was a wrong choice so I went back and took a different path, beleive me that must be the time when I must have changed the position of my sleep, hehehe.The same thing continued and yet another strange voice started coming towards me. But this time I decided I would continue walking ahead and check out what it was. As I kept walking the sounds started becoming familiar and slowly those voices started getting shape in the forms of shadows. These shadows looked familiar and as still I progressed it came to my notice that they were nothing else but the very daemons who always used to bother me all thru. The worst had happened and I was indeed given the task of facing them single handedly this time. Suddenly I noticed that they were three of them and all of them were waiting for me as they were sure that this time I was all alone. I tried my level best not to come to their notice but in vain and finally they had seen me. Yes all of a sudden I was in front of them helpless. I stopped thinking as my mind didn’t work a bit and all I could see is these large gigantic eunuches standing and staring at me with their vulturous eyeballs popping out as if they had their prey. At this moment too there was only one single question in my mind “Am I really alone”?
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